(k)not

i am not a writer

my thoughts are all in
knots
and i like to pretend
(that writing will untie my stomach)

i am a fake
because i lie to myself
about myself

i am not a singer

i am not an actor

i am not an artist

i am not anything because

i do not know who i am




[i hate when i refer so much to myself it is self-centered arrogant ugly]


i am not a writer